Maybe I am Crazy,

Because all I can see around me are

Memories that never occurred.

Maybe it’s all an illusion in my mind.

Maybe I’m obsessed with being a lover and being loved.

Maybe I’m lost and I feel so alone within my thoughts and up through my imagination.

Maybe I’m just alone in the levels that I escalate my dreams.

Now I realize, I was always alone.

I am alone in my thoughts.

I feel misunderstood.

Because I am.

That’s why I’ve always felt distant.

and memories appeared all around me.

And I always wrapped myself around them.

but it is unhealthy.

because it is seen only one way,

Through my lenses,

In my eyes.